That Which I Should Have Done I Did Not Do (The Door) by Ivan Puni

That Which I Should Have Done I Did Not Do (The Door)

Ivan Puni · 1931

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“Stop to examine this monumental painting of a weathered door, a profound meditation on choices, regrets, and mortality. The artist spent a decade meticulously crafting every detail, using actual props to create its haunting atmosphere.”

ABOUT THIS WORK

This towering painting, titled with a philosophical phrase, presents a stark, almost confrontational image of a weathered door. The canvas, nearly eight feet tall, is dominated by a decrepit Victorian door, its surface scarred and peeling, flanked by what appears to be a tombstone serving as a threshold. A wrinkled, aged woman's hand, clutching a faded blue handkerchief, rests near the tarnished doorknob, suggesting a moment of hesitation or missed opportunity. The artist, Ivan Puni, considered this his most important picture, meticulously crafting its mesmerizing effect over ten years. He spent weeks collecting the actual props, including the junkyard door and a wax funeral wreath, before embarking on an elaborate charcoal underdrawing. This foundational layer was then covered with the intricate, obsessive detail that defines the painting, with the artist sometimes completing no more than a quarter of a square inch a day. This work serves as a modern memento mori, inviting contemplation on life's choices, regrets, and the passage of time.

DETAILS
Artist
Ivan Puni
Date
1931
Medium
Oil on canvas
Location
Art Institute of Chicago
Dimensions
246.4 × 91.4 cm (97 × 36 in.)
Collection
Arts of the Americas
Culture
United States
Credit line
Mary and Leigh Block Charitable Fund
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The aging hand

At the far left edge, a hand with a lace cuff grips the edge of the door frame, just above the knob. The hand sits close to the knob without touching it, which fits the painting's title about regret.

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Doorknob and lock plate

Below the hand sits an ornate round knob and lock plate, half lost in shadow. It is the way in, and the hand stays just above it.

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The funeral wreath

The big wreath of pink roses and gray lilies hangs at the center of the door. It carries the only strong color in the picture, and a wreath like this can suggest mourning.

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Trailing pink ribbon

A sheer pink ribbon, tied in a bow, drops from the wreath down the dark door. Its limp fall adds to the quiet, heavy mood.

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The fallen rose

At the bottom edge, one pink rose lies on the stone sill, apparently fallen from the wreath. It is easy to miss, and it adds a quiet note of loss.

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THE ARTIST

Ivan Puni

1890–1956 · Russian Empire

Russian avant-garde pioneer who organized the legendary 0.10 exhibition, then reinvented himself as a French painter.

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